|“Then indecision brings its own delays,|
And days are lost lamenting o'er lost days.
Are you in earnest? Seize this very minute;
What you can do, or dream you can, begin it;
Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.”
Going through dilemmas, confusions, mind changes, hundreds of second thoughts and what not!! This, probably, is the most undecided state of mind I have ever found myself in! I am scared- but to add to the confusion I can feel an enjoyment and thrill too- i dont know why!
And, oh yes, I am having frequent nights with utterly disturbed or no sleep at all :(